Well, I would take some time to think.

Think long

Think hard

Or don't think at all

Don't rush anything until you know what you feel.

And honestly I think that if he doesn't consider you a lover for not going anywhere sexually then he isn't worth dating

(Not to offend you)

If he thinks sex makes a relationship, honestly, that's kind of a duesche thought. Actually, it's a BIG duesche thought.

Aw how so cute, lol i should just laugh at you because i know exactly who you are talking about and i'm happy ur happy lol

I really love reading this :)

It reminded me of Brighton Pier.

There's a shop their

and its a traditional english sweet store

you can buy all the old ones.

and its HUGE

:)

Jebus woman I am NOT gonna get on your bad side.

Nothing's wrong. I get like that a lot, especially after coming down, or when the pressures on.

Just need to relax a little bit, yeah? Maybe I dunno... write about it? Angry poetry/songs are cool. Draw? Have a drink, lie back, watch telly.

OR (my favourite)

GO SMASH SOME SHIT UP!

Except that one has consequences...

Ah, I'm no freakin help at all :P

Bleh, that's stupid.

I guess they'll learn their lessons.

lol I used to share a email with my step-brother. It was TORTURE. lol Loved da chapter! I love ur attitude! I wish I could write as good as you. :( oh wellz

Yeah, I get what u mean! My parents are total pains in the asses! lol stupid bastards. My step-dad annoys me. He thinks I'm selling myself to men on the internet. So fucking dumb! Parents these days! lol xD

I must say that was SHADY what Rick did at the ending there. lol I'm sure his sister wont judge u much...after all ur her brother's gf!

i love reviews too! lol i really like this pillowbook. it just keeps me reading on...and on...and on! and im glad it has more chapters! i was gonna write a pillowbook too...would u read it?

You shouldn't worry so much.

You should just relax and take things how they are.

You have to take deep breaths, and live like you want to

Don't let anyone stand in the way.

I love being free.

And go Lesbians! XD

(Natalie's my best friend)

Hm, if you know you won't be happy,

then just be strong, try and not give in.

Don't go back.

Never go back

like i said once before

if he can do it to her

he can do it to you

..

fair enough you may believe you are in love with him and he, you, but I wouldn't go there

:D Alexis and I got a shoutout. this is cool.

you'll find someone to love though. alexis and i are just really, really lucky.

hm...

my coming out story.

well, i never actually CAME OUT. people just pretty much suspected that i liked girls, because of the way i always was with my girlfriends (hugging, groping, kissing, etc. etc.) but it was never anything romantic. then i met natalie, whom i fell in love with (as you can probably tell from her/my pillow book), and i automatically knew that i would like her more than any other guy i'd ever meet.

but, i knew i had to tell my parents. my friends/peers didn't care much, except the few stupid hicks at my school that thought loving someone of the same gender was a sin, but my dad...he just pretty much exploded. my mom is extremely liberal when it comes to things like homosexuality and stuff like that, but my dad is like...HARDCORE catholic and thinks that if you don't read the bible and go to church every day you're going to hell.

so, naturally, i was afraid to tell him, so i told my mom first. she approved, and she actually liked natalie a lot. then, my mom told my dad because she knew i'd be too afraid to. and you know what? he almost disowned me, but my mom said he was just being a dick. my dad is still upset over my lifestyle decision, but he's come to terms with the fact that it's who i am, and it's who i WANT to be.

so, that's what it all comes to. if you want to be gay, then be gay. if you want to be straight, then go ahead. it's your life, and your decision. now, those decisions might come with some ridicule and grief, but if you know that's what's right for you, then do it.

sorry for the long review XD in case it bored you