|Reviews for If Only You Knew|
| Doggfather chapter 8 . 4/2/2013
This made me to like to hang out with you sometimes. :)
| Doggfather chapter 6 . 4/2/2013
I was referring to letter #5. I feel this piece should be reviewed per letter. I commend the honesty and the courage to post honesty.
| Doggfather chapter 5 . 4/2/2013
I feel anger here but the last line made me laugh out loud. :))
| Subbie chapter 13 . 10/2/2012
Awww *hugs* nice to heard from you again. hope things a-ok.
| Jay chapter 1 . 7/16/2012
What the hell man, finish off "Love Lessons" then come back to doing this story."Love Lessons", was getting GOOD!
| Equin0x chapter 8 . 7/1/2012
Thanks for sharing your hard moments. Just that.
| saamf 44 chapter 12 . 6/27/2012
I'm proud of you too:) Even if I haven't talked to you in forever. I've probably said this before, but I love these letters, and one day everything will work out for you. Wait no.. not one day.. many more than that...
| Subbie chapter 12 . 6/27/2012
Wow. It's been so long since Ive seen you update, holy crap! I like this 'story' because it gives insight to your life - I feel like I know you. I probably don't, but I feel like I do.
I missed you :) Glad you're still here.
| ToReviewDiwu6398Story chapter 12 . 6/26/2012
Please stay strong. If life's like this, it's only going to get better. Though it might seem unlikely, I know I'll be praying; and if he won't answer me, he'll answer you.
| Dragon-Rider II chapter 12 . 6/26/2012
I'm not really good at putting my thoughts into words, but I'll try my hardest.
- NVO;IARWNHGGOHWE COME HERE AND HUG ME, deary.
- I love you.
- I am also gosh darn proud of you.
| saamf 44 chapter 11 . 2/3/2012
I really like the way you spell out your emotions and reasoning about your mom because it really makes me think about what you're going through. But on the (more) serious side, I hope at least you can find a way to make your life better, whether it's with your mom or not. I don't think I could completely understand your situation but... I really do miss talking to you.
| InvisibleAngel752 chapter 11 . 1/29/2012
I cant tell you how sorry I am. I used to be a cutter too. Dont worry. I dont judge you. Ive been through so many shitty relationships that i wonder if im gay. Or if im just stupid, and every man I fall for thinks of me as a freak. I could sit here all day, telling you what I ve been through, and how I feel your pain. But, I wont, just for both of our sakes. Im not even sure if you read your reviews...so this thing might be un considerably pointless. Trust me, youve inspired me. Im going to write more. And this time, im not holding anything back. Your my role model Megan. No matter how crazy that may seem. No matter how many cuts or how much blood is in that trash can of yours, youve been strong. Stronger than anyone else ive known. Megan, your my role model. Call me insane. Call me whatever you want, but thats what you are.
| demonlordraiden chapter 11 . 1/22/2012
First off, this is my review for all of this.
Second of all, I understand your problems. I used to be an alcoholic (around 2006 - 2007; 6th Grade), then I had an awful addiction, cutting (around 2007 - March 9th, 2011; 7th to 11th Grade). I would slice my wrists on a daily basis just to watch myself bleed. I loved every minute of it. So much in fact that I tried to kill myself twice with a butcher knife (both around 2007 - 2008; didn't pierce the artery), once with a noose (2008; the rope broke), and countless times with pills. I've wanted to cut myself again for months, but I'm holding out. Last year on the 9th of March, I "got help." I have been diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, OCD, Insomnia, Anger Management, Migraines, and Chronic Headache Disorder. I'm also blessed/cursed with a high IQ, making the Anxiety and Headaches so much worse. Chronic pain sucks. I'm slowly but surely improving through medication and my friends. All of my family are diehard Christians, and I am a diehard Atheist. Shenanigans ensue? Not really. Half my family hates me. I had a friend hurt me too, he turned his back, said I tried to rape him, and humiliated me. I've always had anger issues, so I punched him in the face, but I digress. Point is, it's not the end. Your parents seem like awful people (your "Mom" especially). I honestly hope you get better. If you found my piece of shit life story at all helpful, message me. I honestly hope I could make a difference (however small or large) in someone's life. You are a very good author from what these letters show, and I am interested in your story.
| Choseporfante chapter 3 . 9/12/2011
I'm sorry you have a mom like that. And please don't take what i've just said offensive in any way. I was being genuine.
| Choseporfante chapter 2 . 9/12/2011
Your dad sounds...what's the word...horrible? No...