|Reviews for This Is My Suicide Note 2|
| Love A Mysterious Thing chapter 1 . 7/9/2012
Yet another REAL piece from you. I love it. Your emotion, your pain, and the way you tell things. Especially in the line where you're saying "I don't think my death will make you sad, but I almost hope it will. In a way." You're so honest. I think the part where you repeat it's all my fault i think you're only being half honest. I used to have a friend named mariah and had a brother named matt.. It was weird to read "Auntie Riah." it made me think of her... It was weird to be taken back like that.
But i see the pain that drips down the corners of this and the way that you're set in your mind. You're confident in your fails accepting them for what they are... If that makes sense. It's weird but unique. Sad but beautiful. Keep writing. Please.
| Snow White's Dream chapter 1 . 7/5/2012
I can't tell you to stop. I can't tell you to not kill yourself. I can't make you happy or fix what's eating you alive. But I can tell you that it isn't your fault. And I can tell you that you're stronger than this. And I can tell you that I want a reply, one where you're laughing and telling me that you're only giving me some bad kind of joke. I'll even promise to laugh a little, if you do tell me this. Relieved laughter.
I don't think your life can be summarised in a few pages. There are millions of stories about you, I can just tell. Millions of stories that millions of people would love to listen to. And I'm one of them. I'm one of those people.
Maybe your not on FictionPress anymore. According to your goodbye letter, you aren't. But I'm hoping your departure was due to something other than the intentions you have with this piece of writing. Maybe you're better now. I hope your better now. I want you to be better now.
But it's not something I can make you do.
I'd love to tell you to look at the bright sight of things. To just turn on a light. But I'm aware of how difficult it is to do that. To turn on a light. It takes energy for light, and often times that energy is hard to find. Especially when you need it most.
I'd love to tell you to wait a day. Just one. Then wait another. Until it becomes routine. It's easy to give up. It's easy to just die. Living is what's hard. And I'm trusting you to be strong enough to live.
You'll do that, won't you? You're doing it right now, I hope. Live.
That's my hope for you: Happiness. Like those moments where you took your sister to the park. Moments like that. I wish you had them. Everyday.
You'll let me know about them, won't you? You shouldn't stop the good things that can still happen. Moments like those are magical.
So this is what I ask of you, even though it's a difficult thing to do: Live. Happiness will come with time. Life's the longest thing you'll ever do... So let it be long. 14 is not long enough. You've got more pages to fill. Whole books of them that could fill up a library.
I wish you the best, Riah,
| bookppl93 chapter 1 . 5/30/2012
| whisper queen chapter 1 . 5/27/2012
| True Talker chapter 1 . 5/25/2012
This had made me think. However I DON'T want anyone to commit suicide and REALLY love is a word of healing NOT of suicide.
| TheResultOfBoredom chapter 1 . 5/20/2012
I...I know I can't change your mind. And I'm thankful that I met you, even under the circumstances were in. I know you've given a lot of thought about this, Mariah. And, well, I hope you'll come around and change your mind. However, if you choose otherwise...Then, I have no power over you. : We, here, on this site, cares. We all do. Please. Please, don't do this.
| Alyssa chapter 1 . 5/19/2012
See darling? These people care about you. I love you like a sister. It would kill me of you died. I know it's hard. I know. But I'm right here. I'm right here for you. Whenever you need me, I'm here. Suicide isn't the way to go. I promise you, it will get better someday. Just wait. For me. For God. For Amber too. I know it's hard. I know. But you WILL survive. We can talk to someone, if we need to. But we won't unless I feel it's absolutely nessacary. I promise. Just live. Please. I love you.
| KiwiHunch chapter 1 . 5/19/2012
Please just be fiction... please, please, please...I read your profile. You know who would care if you were gone? I would. I don't care if you don't even know me, and i dont know you, but I would care. I just would. It dorsnt take a lot to feel down, i should know and trust me, i feel like this a lot. I know a lot of people have probably said this to you, but believe me, I ve been in your shoes at least once. So don't stop now. I know its hard, harder than i can even imagine, but you know what? Just keep praying, okay? Even if you dont want to, just do it. Okay? Or just PM me, heck if you need to, call me. I know it sounds crazy and we're. Hafbway around the dang world from eachother, but I DON'T CARE. I don't care if you keep me up all night, and if I don't sleep for two days, or even more, just live, for me. Even if it's only for me. Think about me, and how devastated I would be, i would cry. That's a guarantee. Onehundred percent true. I love you like a sister, already. Andif you were here, you would get the biggest hug of your life and i would probably suffocate you and i don't care if you cut yourself, your not a freak, you're not gonna be labeled as anything but a human being. Please, just stop and think about it all.
| theycallmetalljake chapter 1 . 5/19/2012
Your name is Riah? That's so pretty. I'm so glad I've gotten to hear your story, and I think there's so much left for us all. You never hurt your mother. You did nothing wrong. You've changed me, you've made me see the world differently, and if I can't save you (believe me, I've tried) then you've inspired me to make change in this world. I live a sheltered life, but I'm ready to see what's really out there. Riah, I'll miss you, and I wish you wouldn't go.
| Fvbb chapter 1 . 5/19/2012
*gulps* This is fictitious, right?
| Doctor Alex chapter 1 . 5/19/2012
TT_TT I really hope this isn't real. You're too cool, and too awesome a writer,to commit suicide.
...SOO SAAD... TT0TT