0_0 Wow Chibi...one of your best yet. Your writing doesn't suck. I think it's very good. BTW...I loved the description in this poem and I especially liked the last line. Keep going Chibi; I'm rooting for ya. Lots of love.

'Ku-san.

Good .

when the night is darkest and the wind is coldest, that is when it's a few moments before the dawn bursts forth with a brilliant light and new hope...

I really liked it I feel like that sometimes and ya it seems like there is nothing but I really did like it. That is What it is like and if someone says you don't know how to write forget them that is how you feel.

your writing doesn't suck. This description of what it feels like to be deeply depressed, the helplessness of it, is eloquent enough that maybe even someone who's never experienced such a low could relate to you. I've been there. Just know that, even if it takes a long time, it does get better.