A/N: Sorry…just had to vent some emotion. Most of what's in here is crap…in other words, don't use any ideas from here in your life unless you like having your sanity ripped in half. Anyway, read it I you think it's worth it. Enjoy my 50 lines of garbage.
Again?
Hell no.
No one is doing this to me again.
No one is putting me through this again.
But then why is this happening?
It's like some malicious circle;
When the first circuit's done,
Another one begins.
Why do I let is get to me this way?
Is it…because I care?
I wish I could tell them that.
Why can't I?
They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over.
Now what does that say about me?
Even my daily life is the same, over and over.
Should they lock me up in the funny farm?
Forget I exist?
Yes, maybe that's the answer.
Maybe it will end my self-induced pain.
The invited demons inside of me…
Do they enjoy my pain?
They must, as the sorrow won't end.
So many questions, so few answers.
Another one struck down;
Another one to join the ranks;
Another one I aimed to protect…why?
I want my answers.
Was it my fault?
Did I bring this on you?
Could I have done something to prevent this?
Wish I could find a way to disappear.
Say the words, and I'll be no more.
Just please don't leave me alone here in the dark.
It might be nothing, but I can't help but think it's not.
It's none of my business?
It's my business if someone I care about it hurting and I don't know why.
Get over it?
How can I when you're like this?
Why should I care…you seem to hate my every thought and action.
You want to suffer alone? Fine.
I'll leave you to rot by yourself, if that's what you want.
If you want to be left alone, that's exactly what I'll do.
Why should I writhe in agony over you?
You don't seem to care anyway.
Life is hard…YOU get over it.
Please, someone remind me.
Why am I doing this another time?
Hell no.
No one is doing this to me again.
No one is putting me through this again.
But then why is this happening?