The Day You Disappeared

You were the closest I could get to normal
Now you've gone and left me here alone
No call, no suicide note, no closure
But that never was your style
All my connection
It existed in you
Now that you're gone
I've become nothing, too
You were my reason to live
Sorry I couldn't be yours
I'm left to wallow in your death now
Everything I had died with you
My death's imminence draws closer now
Every part of 'continue' falls to the ground
The dirt is mixed with body fluid
Your blood and my painful tears alike
But still I will go on
Although I'd rather not
So my other friends don't feel this
So this poem isn't written again