Outcast

I'm what ,
People call me ,
I don't fit in ,
At least not here .

I used to ,
Before I changed ,
Now I'm darker ,
And more bold .

I used to be light ,
And loved ,
I had so many friends ,
But now I know it seems I don't .

Every guy ,
I've ever liked ,
Loved another guy ,
Who he stood no chance with .

Not one of them ,
Even glanced at me ,
Not even then ,
Not even now .

I know ,
You all care about me ,
But it seems you don't ,
And I don't know why .

I'm not as strong ,
As I used to be ,
Not much of the light ,
But more of the dark .

I believe in god still ,
But other people don't think so ,
You see ,
I feel this way .

You all think ,
You're better than me ,
And I'm starting to think so ,
I'm more alone .

Then I've ever been ,
Eveyone seems so distant ,
And your gone in a flicker ,
Of a eye .

And your back the next second ,
Wanting more ,
You see ,
I've had it .

I've had enough ,
I'm a outcast ,
You see I admit it ,
And so should you .