Nonsense

By Carter Tachikawa

(*sigh* I'm in college and I'm still struggling to find myself. Hopefully, some of you can understand what my song is saying. Life can be so twisted sometimes. If you want to borrow this or any of my songs, ask my me FIRST!)

I don't have much time.
I'm overfilled with fear.
I thought I'd know who I was by now.
Too many choices to make.
Like what side I should choose.
I should be confident but I'm still in doubt.

Can't I just have someone to help me?
Walk me through the rest of my life.

Chorus:
But here I am and I'm not prepared.
Want to step in yet I'm still scared.
I don't know who I am
And I'm not sure what I want to be.
So won't you please help me out?
Show me what this nonsense is all about.
Give me some advice. I want to understand.
I don't want to know all but I want to know
If, in this nonsense, there's still a future for me.

My world is falling apart.
My thoughts are scattered around
And I don't seem to be moving anywhere.
Cause I hate where I am
And I'm being driven insane.
Looking for an answer but it isn't there.

Can't I just have someone to help me?
Walk me through the rest of my life.

(Chorus)

Why is life so complicated?
I just want to get through it somehow.
Are my choices gonna matter someday?
They're not doing much for me now.
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Won't you be that someone who'll help me?
We'll walk through the rest of this life.

(Chorus)

I don't want to know all but I want to know
If, in this nonsense, there's still a future for me.
If there's still a future for me.
...A future for me.

(And that ends my song. I'm not depressed, I'm just thinking about stuff. I have to choose classes and a major soon, one that'll benefit me and make the people around me happy. I don't know how many of you are in college and how many of you don't know what you're going to be. If you do know, good for you and I hope you succeed. Seriously, I do. If you don't, I feel your pain. Anyway, please review. No flames cause they don't help.)