Spider's Last Moment

Will the spider's last moment,
Be filled with sadness and hate,
Crying at memories from the past,
Screaming from the pain and blood?

Will the last moment be nothing,
Nothing more than a distressed soul,
Sobbing for one taste of love,
To heal her body from the cuts?

Will the last moment be painful,
painful from the last breath leaving,
or the cuts that healed on the surface,
and not deep within her body?

Will the last moment have nothing,
to hold for the spider but death,
no promise but for despair and loss,
and not a word of sympathy?

Will the spider's last moment,
be a tangled web of lies,
hiding the truth behind her past,
will the moment be nothing more?