How Do I know

A question ,
Upon the air ,
I ask ,
Upon you .

How do I know ,
If I'm dying ,
I don't know ,
Yet I do .

I'm confused ,
I just want ,
What I used to have ,
What I took for granted .

I want my life ,
For Im about to lose it ,
The freedom ,
Flys like a bird let out of the cage .

I'm now standing ,
At the North Cape ,
The black wind of the sea ,
Blowing in my ears .

I throw myself ,
To the sea's rage ,
To learn ,
To be .