i'm spending all my time
face down in my thighs
trying to find ways for me to keep trying
no place to go, no space to roam
no safe home i'm prone to call my own
my ideas alone can't be known
no emotion knows the pain and hate i hold
the same weight that grows
from holding those thoughts and not letting go
i'm playing the game but don't know my own role
curled up on the floor,
i'm low, but no more than before
need release from my soul
i don't need it no more
please leave me alone,
but don't leave me for long
i don't belong here i'll be gone before long