A/N: This is about a dream I once had or could it be a memory…
*~ Dying Winter ~*
The snow falls gently,
I think of winter…
...So contently.
I remember he went away,
Where he went I would never know.
But I just wish that he could have stayed.
He said to me, "I will be back."
I know I should have…
…Not believed him for truth he lacks.
My family and friends Where are they?
If only they knew that slowly and silently I am…
…Killing myself every day.
Because he will not come back I know,
I try to forget him,
But his memories lie in the snow.
I take on last look at the misty sky,
Knowing soon that I will…
…Die here on my bed.
My heart and soul have gone away with the snow,
I guess that I will truly never be able to die,
The sky is crying for he knows,
How can I when…
...I am already dead?
A/N: Well that was a little depressing to write and to read I guess. My dreams are odd, have you ever dreamed of dying? When I had this dream I felt empty like I had nothing else to live for. Some times I think about suicide but then I remember friends and family and all that I am blessed with and I turn back, but still sometimes at night I want to try again but I will always try and hold on to my memories of my friends. If you ever think about suicide think about those who care for you and every thing that you are blessed with.
* ~ Aurora Starcrystal ~*