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I'm sitting here
Thinking about all that has gone wrong
i dont know where to go
dont know where to hide
the sweetest killer
shiny and sharp
cut so defined and deep
is this the way to go?
crying here
thinking im useless and a fraud
i slowly let the blade do its job
the pain so bittersweet
and yet, my pain still feels the same
i then look deep inside
inside my soul
and i feel a warm wave of comfort and peace overtake me
these scars will disappear
my soul will heal
i can make ne better on the inside and the out