I Need Two Rings

you want me
to be that provocative doll,
to lie there
and let my body do
what it wishes.

yet i cannot give in
to my body,
it is only an empty shell,
should it rule me?

one day i will
leave it
behind me, with its mortality,
and shake free
my bonds with this
plane of existence.

so what would you
have me do,
take part in licentious acts,
then blame
it all on you?

i cannot,
i will not,
disobey those standards
i set for myself;
i will wait,
i know i can,
for that one person
and the ever-required two rings.