Slipping Away- A Suicide Poem

It's time to go, to say goodbye,
So please don't miss me, please don't cry,
I am just one fucked up little girl,
Who was never meant to pollute your world.

If things were different, I might stay,
I might live on another day,
But I feel so lost and out of place,
I am too scared to show my face.

Too scared to tell you how I feel,
To admit my problems are all so real,
I just want the pain and lies to cease,
To let me live my life in peace.

Instead I have to end the shit,
Because it's slowly killing me, bit by bit,
Better burn out than fade away-
Isn't that what they all say?

The darkness laughs and pulls me in,
Time to end the shame and sin,
Time to finally say goodbye,
So please don't miss me, please don't cry.