what did i do
to deserve this life?
second chance, i suppose
though i never had a first
is that fair?
thinking.
so many who deserve to die
live
and so, so many
who deserve to live
die
but...
can we give them
that life?
i'd gladly trade places
to give up my unwanted
unneeded
existence
but i can't.
is that fair?
thinking.

~inspired by a poem of Darkangel Rose's, titled Resignation, and one line from LOTR. thank you to those entities.~