Storm Before the Calm

The turmoil, indecision, the unknown;
frightening and deliriously enjoyable.
this conglomeration of confusticating craziness
cleans my clock, and warms my cockles.
it's radiant blaze tickles my funnybone,
keeps complacency at bay (so dangerous, to stagnate?),
the frigidity of inactivity crazing the translucency,
monochromating my perceptions in its all encompassing vacuum.