SOMETIMES

By Daniella Wisdom

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Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to go.

Sometimes I feel like I'm at the end of my rope.

There's no bright side, no rainbow for me.

There's only hell and darkness in me.

Sometimes I feel like I've no one to turn to.

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left of me to be.

There's no end to the rage, all sadness for me.

There's nothing but my end in store for me.

Sometimes I feel like I've been consumed by my hate.

Sometimes I feel like I'm undeserving of kindness and caring.

And sometimes…

…Just sometimes…

I know the darkness of my own soul.

But sometimes…

…Just sometimes…

…I let myself laugh…

And I know how mistaken I can truly be. 

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