Bleeding Soul

Fears of yesterday

Becomes shadow of tomorrow

And her I'm left with this grieving

Feeling lost and confused

I'm a child caged in a grown body

Left alone with my worries

Trapped within memories

Searching for a helping hand

My pleas would never reach the sky

I gave up on believing long before I started

Death is all there is

We were born to be

And it leaves me here

Drifting deeper into self-loathing

I was fed with lies

And now I'm sick of everything

So I pour what is left of my identity

Into the night which saw me grow

And once I'll be done

I'll put the mask back on

Be the cheerful carefree girl

Jumping around and laughing

Though inside I will still be bleeding

My spirit as scattered and there is a missing piece

My soul is giving its last breath

And this child will only be a shadow of herself

Never to be sincere again

Simply a face to carry the pain

Do not grieve for me

I was already lost

Long before I even land foot on this earth

I never belonged into this existence