Please stop

But don't ever let go

I need you

Where are you going?

Don't stop

Bring it back!

I need that!

It's my toy

And it makes me happy

Happy is good right?

So bring it back

Give it here

I'll put it back where it belongs

Beside my wrist

Beneath the band.

It's so nice

But its not

Take it away

But I need it to stay sane

You see how well it works!?

Sanity is in the eye of the beholder

But my eyes are a bit foggy.

Where are you taking it?

Tell me so I can find it again.

And keep myself content

Because they stopped making the pain go away like they should

I keep trying but its no good

But that never fails to keep my emotions in check

The tingling on my scalp

Spreading down my limbs

Making this skin, my skin quiver

Lifting me up

The sudden surge reminding my body that I'm still alive

Oddly enough this isn't hell.

Bring it back!

I know where you keep more

You can't stop me

My sanity is still here right?

17 times and I'm still going strong

Nope, not done yet

What are three more right?

Make it even and pretty

Just like them

Even and pretty in red

Maybe if you heard what my words were saying

And you read between the lines

I'd be better

But until them

I'll keep at it

Opening myself to release the pain

I need my toy to keep me content

And if you don't give it back

I'll scream.