my heart

piercing pain

a knife in my heart

so confused

so angry

look in the mirror

throw it against the wall

a thousand pieces

shattered

like my heart

a thousand reflections

of a tear-streaked face

face of an angel's

suffering

pain

grab a knife

cut my wrists

throw it at the wall

picture of them all

drew that picture

of you all

it's a thorny

black

rose

the knife

stabs the rose

stabs you all

grab my chest

can't breathe

screaming

bleeding

why aren't you here?

crazy

need you

crazy in love

three

four

a thousand

everyone's yelling

STOP!

GO AWAY!

LEAVE ME ALONE!

I

DON'T

NEED

YOU!

save me

save me from myself

from you

from the nothing I've become

from the world

they don't understand

lying

in a pool of red

on the floor

dieing

screaming