Propose to me a deal of life

Save me from this mess

Holding to my throat a knife

Afraid to let my soul confess

Crimson stains the sheets and floor

As I slowly penetrate the skin

Not knowing if I should cut more

My real life could ruin in sin

Struggling to breathe as I slit my wrists

Forcing myself to view

Now I begin to tighten my fists

Letting my life escape, with no clue

Hitting a block inside my mind

Wanting to cease mortality

If only life were a little more kind

I wouldn't be a casualty

Witnessing mother cry over me

As they discover my bloody remains

Makes me want life needingly

For me hell forever reigns