"Playing It Over"

Walking alone in the cold night
No one there for me to call or ask for advice
Playing over and over everything she told me before she left
Everything she told me before I left for this
Here I am now walking alone in Central Park
Late at night with no one to call or ask for advice
The cold blooded way she said it to me
Shattered my heart into a million glass shards
Until I picked one up and slit my wrists with it
Because all the things she told me before she left
All the things she told me before I left
Was I never enough to make her happy
Tried so hard but she never let me in
Shatter my heart into a million glass shards
Until I slit my wrists with it and watched it bleed
Crying until I couldn't stand it anymore
Because of all the things she told me before she left
All the things she told me before I left
Lost and alone now in the cold night
Stalkers following me silently
Chasing a dream that was broken a long time ago
By the bitch that I once called lover
Because of all the things she told me before she left
All the things she told me before I left
Shattering my heart into a million glass shards
Until I traced my name into her heart and watched her scream
All the things she told me before she left
Breaking my heart and wanting to shove me aside
If I'd known of this before I asked her out
I would have saved myself the pain and suffer
But now she is the one who paid
When I took my hearts shards and cut my name into hers