Suicide

I hate what I have become,
It is that which is the sum,
Of all that can not be done,
I have failed,
And if I am to be tailed,
Let it be by my by my Angel who will wail,
I am taking my own life,
And I am using this bloody knife,
And I was ever so rife,
Please forgive me now,
Don't pretend and say wow,
I know this is hard...but bow,
It is my choice to make,
And for God's sake,
Please let me take,
That which is mine,
I don't need the brine,
And I don't want to shine,
I want to die,
And not be living in a lie...