Memories of A Time Like Then

In this cold room,
I am so cold and alone,
I cry silently in my heart,
Longing to be held by her once again,
To be told that things are fine,
But in the wake of her death,
I lost control,
And was thrown blindly into Darkness,
A Darkness that consumed me,
But I was pulled back by a brilliant light,
A promise,
A friend that became more,
A friend so much like her,
That I fear they are one in the same,
I often find myself in question,
Why did I lose her before?
And is there any meaning?
But now that I have my love,
I am content,
But I still miss my beloved Grandmother