Scars From The Past & Future

I look at my hands,
And in my heart,
I see scars,
From forgotten days,
And bad mistakes,
Lost memories I don't want to remember,
Saddened by the thoughts,
Shatter my happy times,
I shall take the bad,
As long as I can remember the good,
But is there too much bad,
To counter the good?
All I can do is hope,
And cry in the silence of my room,
And remember the emotional scars,
From yesterday,
And tomorrow....