I'm not gonna grow up to be a doctor or lawyer, but probably just a bum.

You're probably wondering why I say this... Well, it's simple: because I'm dumb.

Everyone thinks I'm smart, just because my GPA is high...

but have they ever wondered what would happen when I say goodbye?

When I go off into the world completely on my own?

With nobody beside me while I'm all alone?

Well, apparently they haven't or else they would see.

That they just expect way too much from me.

I'm a worthless soul but I try my best.

Unfortunately, I'm never gonna be as good as the rest.

I'm a mistake of nature. Why can't you see?

All your expectations are shattering me!!

Everyday, someone says I don't give myself enough credit.

But if you only knew what I knew, you wouldn't do anything to stop it.

Because if you knew what I knew you'd know I'm worth nothing

And you'd stop telling me that if I tried, I'd grow up to be something.

My future is just nonexistent. Enough said.

The world would be better off tomorrow if they were to find me dead.

So that's why I'm wondering, to this very day,

why I keep on living; why I bother to stay.

But no matter how hard I try to figure it out, I just don't know.

I would love to try and end it all, but I just can't seem to do so.

Instead I'd just keep getting sad and then I'd start to cry.

And I'd just ask myself "Why can't I die?"