No More Tears

By Crystal

There's no more tears,
For me to shed.
There's no more reason,
For me to weep.

He left me,
Left me with a broken heart,
He left me,
Left me crying my heart out.

Two years ago,
That was when it all ended,
Two years ago,
My merriest yet saddest year.

During the night,
Under the bright starry night,
I would cry on my pillow,
Cry till no tears were left.

During the day,
I would smile brightly,
Crack up jokes,
Laugh and chat with friends.

Yet in my heart,
I knew I was dying,
There was no reason,
No more reason to live.

For months,
This was what happened.
When I first joined high school,
I changed dramatically.

No longer was I the girl,
That was sweet and innocent,
No longer was I the girl,
That was pure and happy.

Although I did smile,
Although I did joke,
Although I did laugh,
I knew I was still dying.

Inside,
I was dead.
Outside,
I was alive.

During one day,
My friend commit suicide,
She passed away,
Into the heavens...

I wanted to cry,
I wanted to weep,
I wanted to show my feelings,
But all I did...

All I did,
Was stand there and stare,
Disbelievingly.
Doubtfully.

I stood there,
Staring at the person,
Who gave me the news.
I stood there.

Later,
I was told that I did nothing,
But look at the person,
Emotionless.

I was told,
That I was heartless,
I was told,
That I did not care.

But I did,
I cared for my friend,
I wanted to cry,
But it was at that moment...

It was at that moment,
That I knew,
No more tears,
Could be shed.

There's no more tears,
For me to shed.
There's no more reason,
For me to weep.

My friend died,
I do care,
But the tears won't come,
I really care.

My eyes are dry,
My brain is frozen,
My heart is dead,
And my hands are shaking.

There's nothing I can do,
Except for crying and weeping,
But even that...
I cannot do.