I wear the necklace that you gave me

In loving memory

I can still hear your voice echoing in my ears

As you cried over the things you never expressed aloud

You alawys held back, even from one who truly cared

And I never knew just what to say

Was I just one of many

Trying in vain to help someone

Who didn't even want to be helped?

You never let me in

Only cried to me and begged me to allow you to end the pain forever

As I fought you, time and time again, begged and pleadd for you

To reconsider and attempt to truly live

Slashes lined each of your pale wrists

The points of needles always scarred

The damage you inflicted upon yourself

For you never quite understood exactly how much

You meant to me

I beg, cry, plead,

For the stars to allow you to return to me

For this to be nothing but a horrible, fucked up dream

And I wake, day after day,

Numb without you here

And each day I dread more and more

Because you've left me here alone

In loving memory

I stay here all alone

Without my guiding light, my star,

I will always love you

And will forever carry this sorrow within my soul

In loving memory.

3.17.03 for KLM... please stay... for me?