Passion Play Act One: If only I could speak my mind. (Notes at ending) -What is wrong with love, is it loving someone or being loved back?-

I remember everything, I remember you. She took a sit on the couch, her long hair curling around her slender body as she watched her younger sister. Everything was in its place but still something felt off or out of place some how. Her thoughts where cut short when a door bell brought her back. Ding, ding. She watched as her younger sister dashed out of the kitchen and past the living room to answer the door. Was her sister having another dinner party? After their mother died her younger sister would invite people over to eat dinner with them. In hopes of having a family like dinner once in a while. It was better then having dinner for two every night. "Hello, come on in you guys. She's in the living room resting, why don't you join her I'm all most done with dinner OK?" She quickly stood to her feet when she saw the first visitor enter the living room. "Hello, it's so good having you here." She was happy at least to see that it was family friends and ran to give hugs and kisses to each one. The first one was her long time friend and school body Shizu Genji. They warrant in the same grade and only saw each other in the hallways, she was a friend none the less. "So what's up, anything good for tonight?" She tilted her head and smiled brightly at her. "Did I miss anything." The voice from the doorway to the living room was the girl's older brother Kazu Genki. He walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her waist. "Well it's really nice to see you too." He was very strong and was cutting off her air; she tried taking long deep breaths, as his hug became tighter. "OK, OK I think she's going to die." Shizu was lightly with one hand hitting him on the back and covering her mouth with the other. (Giggling) He undid his death grip and stood back, chie took long deep breaths to keep from passing out. "So chie, how have you guys been now of days." "I'm just fine, and aiko she's great. But where's the twins and my sister's little boyfriend?" She walked over to the doorway and looked both ways down the hallway. She felt a hand on her back and quickly turned around. "They're going to be joining us later, but lets go outside and enjoy the nice weather?" She looked just like an angel, as her older brother placed a hand on her shoulder, she looked up at him and smiled. "OK." It was quite as the little group of people went to the doorway and slipped on their shoes. They didn't need their coats as he opened the door and let both the girls pass. She was walking ahead of her friends as she walked up to a large wooden bench siting by the house's lake. She didn't look as the followers took a sit near her. Shizu jumped on top of her brother's lap so that chie would have enough room to still sit. "So tell me you two." She fell slight as shizu looked up oddly at her older brother then at chie. "yes chie, what's on your mind?" Her brother wrapped his arms around her small body, almost cradling her in his arms. "Yeah what's up with you, you look a little sad." She took a deep breath and turned her head to speak and almost jumped off the bench, she didn't know shizu was siting on his lap and that he was holding her like that. She regrouped her self to try speaking once more to the two of them. "Are you parent yet shizu, I want to be your child's godmother already." She gave a cute little smile after words. Kazu removed one of his arms and let it rest on her upper leg. "Well yes I am. Don't worry the baby should be here any time soon." It was odd to see such a small and young little girl talk about being parent. And it was even odder to know that it was her older brother's baby that she kept inside her. There parents thought is was odd but felt that sense he was the only dragon master left in the family, so he should have any woman that he pleases. But they didn't mean his younger sister. You couldn't really tell that she was carrying a child but you couldn't miss it. He lightly kissed the side of her neck. "We both think its going to be a girl. I'm preying that it's a boy." Chie stood up and placed a loving a hand on shizu belly. "Will I hope that it is a girl, so she can be more like her mother and not her father." He lowed his head down, on his younger sister's shoulder. "That's mean, I'm a good guy too." "Yeah and marring your own sister was a good thing?" she was cut off. "Would you two grow up please." "Yeah grow up!" All three heads turned towards the voices, it was the twins. Yuya and yuko, yaya was the smart one. Her hair was long and she pulled her bangs up with hair clips, she was wearing a long flower dress and a small black backpack. It was most likely full of reading books. And the out going twin was yuko, her hair was long she kept it long so that she'd always look like her sister. She had her long hair pulled up into a ponytail. She was wearing shorts with a T- shirt. "Please stop it chie, what my big brother dose with his wife is none of your business. So leave him alone!" Yuya was the only one out of her family that believed in her older brother and younger sister's love and would fight anyone that would dare keep them apart. "Maybe your being a little hard on her sister?" yuya turned around to face her younger half. "Would you fight for there love or see them not as one?" kazu picked his younger sister up and set her lightly on the ground and ran to his younger sister's side. "Now stop that yuya, we thank you for fighting for are love but enough is enough now." Kazu had a way with woman, at his high school woman would do anything for him, just to hold his hand or get a small kiss on the neck. He was tall and very cute with his powder blue eyes and jet-black hair. He was an angel to every woman on earth and everyone he touched fell in love with him. "So well you please stop it for today?" He placed a hand on her shoulder. Her cheeks turned a light pink; she looked back down at the floor. "OK, but I would fight for you anytime my big brother. Do you know that?" The color on her cheeks deepened to a darker pink. He smiled at the sight and gave her a small, loving kiss on her left cheek. "I know, that's why I love you." She felt her heart pick up pace and almost jump out of her chest. "Well..would you like to go inside now, I brought over your favorite books and I just got this one." She quickly took off her backpack and held up a large black book, written on the cover was the words. "The dark world of demons" He playfully took the book from her shaking hands. "This book is 200 Zen, why would you." He let the book hang to his side as he looked at his sister's face. "Yeah she spent all her money on the book." Yuko had to say something. "Did you really?" She pulled her backpack back on. "Yeah it was nothing really, I'll go to summer camp next year. So would you like to read it with me?" He gave her the book. "OK, let me go say something to shizu and chie and I'll meet you inside." She gave him a small hug and walked off. "Are you two going inside to read books all day, we're here to have fun and hang out, not read books all day." "I'm not, and we're staying the night." He walked off as yako fell to the floor. "We're staying the night?" He giggled at her last words. "So what's up, is she getting mad over what I said?" He took a sit on the bench. No one really cared but after he married his younger sister yuya would hide in her room for days. She stayed in her bedroom for 12 weeks; her stepmother would be the only one to see her. Bring her food and take out her dirty things and bring in clean things. She was so scared and would ask all the time about her big brother and then cry. We thought for the longest time that she had deep feelings towards her older brother, but lost every will to live on after he picked her sister of her. But she says, "Everything's fine, I don't hate my sister or my big brother for any reason, I love them both and I only want to see there happens." Some of us know it was really true and the rest of us know it was a way to keep her past hidden. "Yeah, she's not mad anymore and in fact I'm going inside to read a book with her." Shizu was watching the fishes, she took off her sandals and sled her warm feet into the water. "OK, I'll be out here with shizu talking." Yuko took a sit near her younger sister by the lake, taking off her shoes and enjoying the feeling of the cold water washing over their feet. "All right, then I'll see you three later." He gave hugs to everyone and left. Chie watched him walking away, why did she get this feeling inside everytime he touched her. She felt like growing wings and..her heart was racing. Like an angel. "So tell me chie, how long has it been?" She could see him enter her home and close the door; the sound of the door closing rang in her ears. It was quite and peaceful. "Are you awake chie!" She turned around too quickly and fell straight on her butt. "You are an odd one." The giggles from both girls made chie start giggling as well. "Yeah I'm here, just a little sleepily that's all." She stood up, and took a sit near her friends by the lake. It was quite and the air was warm and hot. "So what's up." Yuko looked over at chie playing with her hair. "Nothing really, aiko has been making great meals. And I plan on going to my father's this summer." Yeah my father, after my mother died he left. He said that he couldn't look at us with out seeing his wife. It was hard for us as well growing up with out a mother to teach you things. I remember her, I remember her face. She had long blond hair, and she would always sing. She wanted to be loved so much that she would write songs and poems about being truly loved. She was a great mother and an even better singer. Even now I can see my mother singing to my sister as I watched from my bedroom window. It hurt to see her go, and it hurt even more to find an old tape she made of her singing. It was all I had left. "So tell me chie, what was it like having to sing your mothers song?" shizu wrapped her small arms around my body, I didn't want to be touched but I welcomed the friendly touch none the less. "It hurt a lot but I did it...So that no one would forget my mothers words. It was a late gift to my mother you can say." Shizu laid her head down on my lap; I could feel her fingers on my leg. "Don't worry, we are your family now. And family stay together." You are my only family now; you are mine, and my only link to the past. You are all mine and mine only. I felt better inside as yuko laid her head on my shoulder. (Her mother) "You will be loved and you must fight to keep that love together as I did, but are you ready for the long battle ahead of you little chie?" "Mother what do you mean fight for love?" Her mother was sitting on the ground under the cherry trees, holding little chie in her arms. "You will feel love as I did, and they will come. The evil in every love you will meet. Fight them and.." "Mother I will win this, and I'll be just like you." She tighten her arms around her mother. "Be like me..?" Her mother fell slight. ******************************************************************* **************** Well this was an odd story to write but I loved it none the less. I want to show people that love is as good, as it is bad. I want to show people that some can't live with out love and others can go on with out it. I lost most my readers, and If I did. I'm very sorry, I have a thing about doing that all the time. Please no flame, I'm an odd little person that can't deal with being put down. (You can kinda see that in my stores. ^-^ odd little person, odd little stores. See!) So keep it nice and sweet for me. I'll work on act two, I didn't pick out a name for it yet. But I'll keep you on your feet for the next one too. Oh and one more thing to add, I own everything! I own the story and everyone in it, so no asking and you get nothing from this odd little person.