I'm just waiting,
For what I don't know
But its killing me
For all my life I've waited
So it seems
So I go about my day
Like nothings bothering me
But it haunts me
And I can't ignore it
Not all the time
Its eatting me away
But I'm still here
Why can't I be stronger
Maybe because no ones perfect
Especially not me
I want it to be over
When will it be over?
Not soon enough
I just want it to end
The pain
The suffering
The loneliness
I know it will one day
When will that day come?
Soon I hope
The doors closed
I need it open
Wheres the light
To guide me
To where its calm
And peaceful
And... just