So This is What This Feels Like
This feeling, It creeps along my skin, It makes my stomach churn, My mind is taken by force, And my body becomes weak
I surrender, I can't fight it, And I don't want to, Because it hurts to much to try
How could you, Why did you, Tears well in my eyes, But I hold on, To what little dignity I have, Left
Why did you lie, Lies hurt more than the truth, But it seems that is what you want, Me to feel pain, I tried, I really did, But in your eyes, Nothing is good enough
How could you, Why did you, Tears well up in my eyes, But I hold on, To what little pride I have, Left
Its like acid on my skin, Those words are like a shot, Straight through the heart
It amazes me, How much you don't care, The way you said it was unbelievable, And it didn't faze you, Not even a little
How could you, Why did you, Tears well up in my eyes, But I hold on to what little happiness I have, Left
The sun hid behind the clouds, As if shunning my from life, From anything that ever meant anything to me
The foul names you called me, Pierce through my soul, Forever scarring me until, My dying day, Which you wouldn't mind, Be today
So this is what this feels like, To feel love, The greatest feeling imaginable, And the pain, To not be loved in return
You lied to me, And now, My heart is cold, It was cheated, Better watch out, For it is coming To seek revenge
How could you, Why did you, Tears well up in my eyes, And I tell myself, That's enough, No more lying, I let them flow, I let everything I have left go, And to never return
This feeling, It creeps along my skin, It makes my stomach churn, My mind is taken by force, And my body becomes weak
I surrender, I can't fight it, And I don't want to, Because it hurts to much to try
How could you, Why did you, Tears well in my eyes, But I hold on, To what little dignity I have, Left
Why did you lie, Lies hurt more than the truth, But it seems that is what you want, Me to feel pain, I tried, I really did, But in your eyes, Nothing is good enough
How could you, Why did you, Tears well up in my eyes, But I hold on, To what little pride I have, Left
Its like acid on my skin, Those words are like a shot, Straight through the heart
It amazes me, How much you don't care, The way you said it was unbelievable, And it didn't faze you, Not even a little
How could you, Why did you, Tears well up in my eyes, But I hold on to what little happiness I have, Left
The sun hid behind the clouds, As if shunning my from life, From anything that ever meant anything to me
The foul names you called me, Pierce through my soul, Forever scarring me until, My dying day, Which you wouldn't mind, Be today
So this is what this feels like, To feel love, The greatest feeling imaginable, And the pain, To not be loved in return
You lied to me, And now, My heart is cold, It was cheated, Better watch out, For it is coming To seek revenge
How could you, Why did you, Tears well up in my eyes, And I tell myself, That's enough, No more lying, I let them flow, I let everything I have left go, And to never return