UNLOVED

I have been in love with you for so long,

I have the feeling everything's gone wrong.

You raised my hopes last night;

The darkness was choked by the light

When you gave me the feeling

That you actually loved me, desired me.

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Now my heart is bleeding,

For you only played with me;

It was nothing more than a joke.

My eyes opened and I awoke.

*

You don't know how much I love you.

You don't know how much I need you.

You flirted with me and didn't need me.

You played with me and didn't desire me.

I wish to be your best friend.

But I know that I'm not; ah, it's the bitter end!

My love remains without the response of your love.

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To me this is like death.

Painful is every breath.

Unmerciful, cruel, horrid, selfish, unjust love!

This is what it feels like to love and not to be loved.