The world is spinning

Or is it me?

I cant tell up from down

Right from left

(although I never could)

and insanity is everything


life is hard

and Im only laughing

to keep from crying..

my glasses are foggy…

when did I get glasses?

And why is my head

On her shoulder?

Drooling, nonetheless?

Is this the monster I turn into

When I stop thinking about life?


I think I should think…


I'll keep laughing

I don't need to cry

Five more weeks of hell…

They don't need to see me cry again.

But, come to think of it…

I'll go sit in my corner

And bawl my shit out.

Cuz they will never know

Never understand…

Why I'm laughing.