Realization

I'm feeling so different
So vulnerable
So awkward
So out of place
So lonely
I'm seeing things
Weird images
So many mirages
Dreaming intuitions
Believing the unbelievable
I'm pondering ideas
Daydreaming daily
Toss and turn every night
There's this black void
Of nowhere
Change is happening-
All around me
Beautiful people-
With beautiful faces
Where am I really?
I'm feeling different . . .
I'm seeing things . . .
I'm pondering ideas . . .
Change is everywhere . . .
I'm in love