I am married to my God and I cannot divorce him
Trapped in a dysfunctional relationship of broken love
My God is an alcoholic husband
Whom I love and hate

He is sensitive and caring
Sometimes He loves me
And is lost in me as I am in Him
Sometimes I desire His touch
Sometimes I shy from it

Sometimes He is violent
He beats me
And rapes me
But I love him

My God is an irrational genius
Lacking emotional maturity
He is the two year old with an IQ of 200
He is the three year old who hates His mother for not buying Him lollies

He is my lover
My child
My friend
He is
My God