A blinding sheet of white shattering,
a million crystal shards scattered about,
All fade away into darkness.
I am cold before I fall,
My breath a cloud of precious warmth.
I think I am lost now,
accompanied by the ghosts of yesterday.
I am wandering ever forward,
ever searching in wide sweeping circles.
I am finished before I start,
Start again when I am finished.
No reasons why, no explanations given,
None asked for and none needed.
I revel in my quiet solitude,
I am a lonely star in an endless night.
I am an island of warmth in a sea of cold.
I don't have much time left
but I have all the time in the world
searching ever searching
I do not think I am lost after all
I do not want to be found
do not wait for me tonight,
I will not come home.
I have found a cold respite from an endless struggle,
I sleep peacefully now,
dreaming of eternity.