The silence of my waiting
The screaming in my head
All I can think about is you
As another nightmare passes.
Buried in humiliation
Bruised by the dread
Ten more minuets to go
Soon we'll all be dead.
Hated and scared
Lock it all away
Too ashamed to admit
It was your fault too.
Broken and bruised
Your fault has been abused,
It doesn't matter anyway
You were born to break
You were born to lose.
Colour your sky black
And weave your golden words
I swallow your tar frill lies
And felt them rust in poison.
Fill my senses with apathy
And walk away from shame.
Everyday seems different
But you stay ever the same.