Invisable

im so disconnected
unplugged from my outlet to life
trapped in this prison
but this is my own...
this is my own...
my own fucking fault
never seeking a greater purpose
never thought i could be better
than my creator made me
i try
i try so hard
although it seems that no one
sees me
politely i raise my hand to ask,
"may i have my life back?"
every night i pray
to have a good friend to talk to
i haven't recieved an answer yet
but one day i might
and one day this will all be over
and these nightmares will subside
until then....