Blinded by time
Not realizing
How much has past
How much I've wasted
Cut after cut
Thats all its been
No concept
Of the time thats passed
Until now
Two years
I acknowledge with a gasp
Two years
I sit in shock
Barely breathing
Two years
Now I'm crying
Two years gone
What have I done?
And for what?
Its accomplished nothing
What do I have to show for it?
These years of tears and blood
Of covering up and lying
This is all I have to show
Mutiple scars
Depressing poetry
Disappointed friends
Crying family
How many more years will I spend like this?
I just want to go back