your idiosyncrasies

i used to melt at the sight of you, your idiosyncrasies
made me stay up all night callin' myself an idiot and crazy
losin' my sanctity, you used to laugh callin' me illiterate and lazy,
amazing how i knew how we'd never be together
me in a torn sweater, you in your new leather
days when i picked you up in stormy weather
you'd be like your so nice and then whatever
used have a friendship i d knew we'd treasure
funny how in my heart i felt this love would last forever
from neighbors we grew apart into strangers
didn't think you remembered how i saved you from danger
then i saw you one decemeber
you walked right by and left me changed and dismembered
didn't know if it was love or hate... but it surrendered