Slice Me Up

When you touched me and I ran,
Still you tried to chase me,
I hate the way you made me feel,
So horrible, so dirty.

I starve myself to gain control,
I only eat when forced to,
I cut myself to ease the pain,
I only want to hurt you.

Slice of bread, slice of knife,
I don't care, it's not my life.
See me now, hear my cry,
Is it time for me to die?

When God left me, and I fell,
I lay there in the dust,
No one came to pick me up,
There's no one left to trust.

I cut my wrist to see the blood,
I'll never eat again,
I watch you with your perfect life,
Unaware of all my pain.

Slice of bread, slice of knife,
I don't care, it's not my life.
See me now, hear my cry,
Is it time for me to die?

Food is nothing, I don't need it,
Pain can sometimes help me,
You are nothing, I don't need you,
I know you never loved me.

Truth is lost and hope has gone,
There's no easy path back home,
Life is over, worthless, empty,
I'll always be alone.

Slice of bread, slice of knife,
I don't care, it's not my life.
See me now, hear my cry,
Is it time for me to die?