Winning My Own Approval

I could try my very hardest,
Get through life with flying colours,
But it wouldn't matter,
Because you still wouldn't know I existed.

I could run a thousand miles,
Swim through the largest ocean,
Climb the highest mountain,
But would you see me then?

I could follow you around like a puppy dog,
I could watch your every move,
Memorise every single word you spoke,
And you would still hate me.

Not that it matters anymore,
Because I would still hate me too.