These Feelings!

I feel
I do not know you.
I feel
that I care.
I need
to know just how much.
I am afraid
of this feeling.
I am afraid
of myself.

I feel
I know you far to well.
I feel
I do not know myself.
I need
to know myself.
I am afraid
to know myself.
I am afraid
to love.

I feel
that I must know you.
I feel
that I must care.
I need
to know just how much.
I am afraid
that it is more than I can say.
I am afraid
that it is more than I can know.

I feel
that I may love you.
I feel
that you may love me too.
I need
to know if it is true.
I am afraid
of this feeling.
I am afraid
to love.

I feel
that I trust you.
I feel
that I must care for you.
I need
you.
I am afraid
of this need.
I am afraid
of these feelings.

I am afraid
to love you.
But, I do
love you.