You say you will always be there for me.. but you're not.. that you will always kiss away my tears.. but you don't.. that you will always make everything okay.. but you never even try.. why do I keep going to you then? Why does my body always follow where my heart leads? There is no guarantee that I am going to get the condolence I need.. you leave me before I even feel decent.. you leave when I feel bad.. its like I never even talked to you.,. sometimes I am worse than before.. so why cant I get a clue? I think maybe you don't know that I am still hurting.. maybe you will come back.. maybe I will wake up from this nightmare.. maybe you will be right by my side.. maybe you will ask if I am okay.. and maybe I will stop myself from hoping that you care..