I'd love to wait for excitement

When life returns to normal

But as of now I'm jaded

Abandoned and alone

For this time being

I'd love to have someone to talk to

To ease away my pain

Which has become so fresh

And starts to hurt inside

Starting to stop the normal

I'd wish for something more real than this

I'd wish for life again

But I know my wished would be in vain

They would be selfish now

And they would end when time comes near