i wonder what time it is,

or do i want to know,

how much time,

has passed today,

or how much i have left,

is it even day light yet?,

to scared,

to pick a fight,

with the darkness all around me,

which i have learned,

where the comforts are,

the cold laughing demons,

screaming shadows,

and the entertainment,

of wondering about the rest,

but i do hope for day to come,

so i can see my friend,

my other refuge,

forgetting everything,

with warm hugs,

and caring smiles,

makes me feel better,

till it is time,

to crawl back inside,

this darkened mind