Lost In My Mind

If you could only read my mind,
You would know me so much better,
If you could look deeper inside,
You would see me how I am.
There is no escape for me,
No hiding place from this madness,
And if I were to tell you,
I'm afraid of what you'd think.
I picture losing you,
The way I lost others,
I see you running from me, scared,
Sometimes I want to run myself,
But how do you get away,
From the person you really are?