Crave
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Why should I cry when I've nothing to cry for?
My tears aren't worth the time I don't have anymore,
Why should I be angry when there's nothing wrong?
My temper's flaring at you worse than before,
I don't know what's eating at my happiness these days,
A part of me is dying and I can't revive it,
You know I love you more with each beat of my heart,
But for now my heart's stopped and I can't start it
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I shouldn't be feeling the way I'm feeling baby,
But I'm so scared of losing you that it's chronic,
Right now I wish I could hold you forever in my arms,
I'm feeling sorrow cause of you, it's so ironic
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I cherish you more than anything else I love
And I'd sacrifice anything and everything to be with you now,
But I'm crying thanks to you and you can't see me,
I'm sure I'll find my way out of this confusion somehow,
There's nothing worse than feeling mad at you baby,
Yet I don't know what I'm mad at you for, it's crazy,
Before I say something to hurt us both, please stop me,
Forgive me before I break a heart with my cruelty
~*~
Why should my smile fade when things are OK?
I think I miss you too much for me to cope with,
Why should I feel swallowed up by the earth anyway?
I should appreciate you for the time you give,
I hope you don't get the wrong idea by my words darling,
By no means do I want to walk the path by myself,
I hope you know that my love is unconditional for you,
And I never want to lose you to someone else, oh no
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I pray to the Heavens that you'll never leave me alone,
To live without you would be to turn my heart to stone
~*~
I cherish you more than anything else I love
And I'd sacrifice anything and everything to be with you now,
But I'm crying thanks to you and you can't see me,
I'm sure I'll find my way out of this confusion somehow,
I can understand if you feel frustrated at me baby,
Please don't keep it bottled up inside of you, just tell me,
All this madness is sending my mind into a deep frenzy,
Will you please cure me from this by saying you love me?
~*~
Tomorrow my tears will have dried
And the rivers that I will have cried will have run dry,
Tomorrow everything will be fine
And all this controversy of mine will have finally died
~*~
I cherish you more than anything else I love
And I'd sacrifice anything and everything to be with you now,
But I'm crying thanks to you and you can't see me,
I'm sure I'll find my way out of this confusion somehow,
I can understand if you feel frustrated at me baby,
Please don't keep it bottled up inside of you, just tell me,
All this madness is sending my mind into a deep frenzy,
Will you please cure me from this by saying you love me?
~*~
© 2003 Louise Anne Pritchard, "Exodia" via www.fictionpress.net