Confused

I was so confused
bombarded with mixed feelings
hoping they would simply evaporate
the moment I looked into your eyes.

Instead I became lost
in my emotional frenzy.
I was no longer engulfed in love
or consumed by joy.

Seeing you did not rearrange my feelings
or line them up into neat little rows.
Rather I am left all alone
to unravel my feelings.

A/N: so im going through and grammar editing my poems, but this one sucked sooooooooo much i needed to redo it.. i took the lines i liked and reworded it.. lemme know what you think